The Start of Another Promise
Last night that asshole finally made his 1st repayment of the money he owed and scammed from me.
So in the end, hiring a debt collector worked. He don’t have the guts to default on his repayment from a debt collector like how he has done to all the people he owed money from.
But frankly speaking, I do not want to receive any money back from him at all. Knowing him, he is just going to act like he is a responsible friend who pays off his debt in front of others again…
And especially in front of you, as you still doesn’t know the amount of lies he has told to both of us… most probably he is going to just tell you that he is a good person and is committed to pay me back what he ‘borrowed’ from me, and I am the asshole whom didn’t agree to his so-called ‘repay plan’ and engaged a debt collector instead…
But he will never admit how he has made use of us, how he lied to us to make us turn against each other to block us from talking and exposing his lies… all for money
Em Yeu, sometimes I felt really frustrated whenever I see how much you are blocking me and pushing me away cause of his lies… I don’t even know exactly what kind of lies he has fed you in other to make me the bad guy in front of you and pushed all the blame on me…
And the worst is always when I think to myself “why are you trusting him more than me…”
But, like I have said before, i know it is not your fault. I myself has fallen for his many lies, and said a lot of angry words that he has showed you to act like he is your good Kor Kor and is on your side,.. all the angry words before I found out the truths that I have misunderstood you… till today I still blame myself for hurting you with my words…
So I am not going to make the same mistake ever again. Em Yeu, I will believe every single word you say and never doubt you again. Even if you make a decision that saddens me, I’m sure you have your reason, and I’ll only support your decision regardless…
All I can wish for, is somewhere deep down inside your heart, you still want to believe the man whom you have loved since last year, is someone who really loved you and cared about you and the children…
All I can wish for, is somewhere deep down inside your heart, you still want to believe that our love was never a lie…
All I can wish for. is somewhere deep down inside your heart, you still want to believe I will try whatever I can, to fulfill every promises I made to you…
But till now, still no news from Thao on whether you want to know the truth from my side of the story, or what is the safest way for me to give you a message without risk of Kenny quarreling with you…
Guess I can only wait… seems like waiting is always the only thing I can do for you…
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Even without that asshole’s money, I was able to clear off my 2nd month of legal loans of more than 3k by myself again. I have no use for his pathetic money at all.
But now it has been 3 months after we are separated, I think it is time to start off another promise I have made to you before – to share your burden for the house and save up for our investment in a land in Vietnam, or for the Vietnamese product shop you always wanted to open
Since all the money I have sent to Ah Ji before, was originally supposed to help you or go to you, and I have absolutely no intention of using the money he returned me. So with the money ah ji returned and some money I have leftover after my march loan repayment, I am going to start a new bank account – a bank account which I’ll put money in every month from now on.
This bank account, will be used for you and the children’s future only…
So, I have also checked with Thao a few days back on which bank account in Singapore can be supported in Vietnam:
Hmmm, HSBC sounds good. I remembered there is a HSBC branch in Jurong east blk 131, so I woke up early and head down to the bank today…
But the HSBC branch is gone now…
I was so disappointed 😔 I hate it when things I really wanted to do is being stopped or delayed…
And after I checked online, the next nearest branch is in Holland Village or else raffles…
Then I remembered I used to have a HSBC account that I used way back when I was doing network marketing and expanded my distributors network overseas. But I’m not sure whether it is still usable as I have emptied the account to pay back suppliers and customers when my company gotten into problem back then.
Oh ya, I think I have not told you before about this. Will share with you next time what exactly happened back then if we can be reunited one day…
Anyway, as I have not used this account for years, so I’m not sure whether it can still be used. So I called up the HSBC hotline
After the HSBC customer service officer checked my particulars, she has confirmed that my HSBC account is still there! Yes!!!
But because it has been inactive for so many years, if I try to do it online I will need to do a lot of things and wait for 3-5 working days blah blah blah. (HSBC process is damn screwed up. I’ll explain to you why I say so next time)
So in the end, I’ll still need to visit one of their branches whether it’s opening a new account or reactivating my old one. Oh well, guess I can only find time to head down to their branch asap then.