Hope you are safe and dry now

Saw you this morning again. Wonder whether you have heard about what happened yesterday where I tear apart ah ji’s lies in front of everyone…

But then, even if now you know the truth, you have already been hurt… I’m so sorrie Em Yeu…

It is raining heavily again today. Every time it rains, all I can think of is you. Are you safely under shelter? Are you wet and cold? Or are u still on the slippery road…?

You won’t know how much I want to fly over to u right now. Do you still remember, how I always rush over to you no matter how heavy the rain is, just because I am worried about u whether u gotten wet and feeling cold? even if just to keep u company, and not letting you feel alone while waiting for the rain to stop…

Hope you are safe and dry now…

Guess I might never have the chance, nor the right to hug u and keep you warm whenever you are feeling cold again…

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Today is already the 12th. Tomorrow will be the 1st repayment of the 1st legal loan I took under my name for your Dec CPF money. That bastard really not planning to return me the money he owe me…

Well, not that I have not expected it, after I tore apart his lies and face in front of everyone yesterday.

But still, it still sucks when I open up my grab app and look at my wallet

This is my whole week of earnings after all the cash orders deduction. Although I can say I managed to earn enough for my 1st loan repayment deadline tomorrow, it is still such a sucky feeling to know that all my hard work for the whole week is going to be gone in just a few hours time…

If this is how I have to work and survive for the next 6 months, I wouldn’t have mind and will gladly bear with it if all the money goes into helping you secure your bank loan and house… but now, I am working so hard every single day and night to benefit that bastard instead of you…

I can’t help feeling so lost, helpless and useless… I’m so sorrie, my dear Em Yeu..