09/01 Dubai Day 7: I really miss those hands

After last night’s successful performance, the ladies finally can relax and have as much fun as they want…

So we went to some other remaining iconic tourist destination of Dubai and Abu Dhabi:

Sorrie Em Yeu, I just kept looking at buildings again 😂

The truth is, I would be so bored if I didn’t even look at these architecture. Because these ladies only kept looking at clothes and shopping for all sorts of ladies stuff.

I’m just tagging along as Elsa’s husband and their cameraman…

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Every place we visit, I can’t help but imagine how it will be like if I here with you and the children instead…

Em Yeu, do you still remember this…?

Till now the time we spent at genting is still so fresh in my mind… the evening we spent at Ice Magic is still warming my heart… your smile as you hug my arm, Jayden and linlin’s laughter as I play with them, all still so clear and cute in my ears…

And it was just barely 2 weeks ago where I held their hands and hug them tightly while sliding down the ice and snow slides rides…

You know what is my favorite time that day? It was actually at the marketplace outside and the cafe inside where I bought the corndog, fries, waffles, chocolate and cookies for Jayden and LinLin to bite.

Looking at them eat, made me feel so blissful, like I’m a real father watching my own children happily eating and drinking from the food I feed them using my own hands…

Now you understand why I like to watch you eat? Because watching the people I love eating, gives me one of the biggest happiness. It always felt as though I am giving you all the energy you need, in order to continue walking down your life full of hardship and sadness.

And that is the reason why I first confessed to you that I have feelings for you. Not because I want you to love me back. Not because I want your money or whatever things you think I want from you. And certainly not because you are so pretty and cute that I just want to make you mine…

I wanted to walk together with you, behind you or beside you, even if just as a friend, and give you the support you want to continue walking the path in the life you want, the life you deserve, for the rest of your life.

I have never forgotten what I wanted for you. I have never expected anything in return from you. And I can still remember the very feeling I had towards you on the very first time I confessed my feelings for you at 4fingers…

When I hold their hands while walking on the soft snow and slippery ice, I kept thinking of yours. All 3 of you, have such small and soft hands, which makes me don’t want to let go, makes me want to protect all of you with my own hands, no matter how useless and weak my own hands are…

How much I wish I can be the ‘monster’ again and chase them around in the bouncing nets back in sept when you brought the kids back to Vietnam…

I really miss you, Jayden and LinLin…