Do You still remember Our 1st Sunday?

It is Sunday again. Started running since last night 12am but only 5 orders all the way till 4am. Both me and mingyi end up give up on our sunday targets – mingyi needed 50 for panda, while I needed 45 orders for grab…

It finally stopped raining today, and the morning was warm and clear. It seems like such a long time since we can see the Sun

When the weather seems so good today, I can already imagine Jayden and LinLin asking you to bring them go cycling on their new bicycle and head to the big playground behind your Cck house.

How much I wish I can accompany you while we bring them to the playground…

When it was such a bright Sunday, I can’t help but remember how much I look forward to sundays, especially when we 1st start to know each other as friends back then. Cause sundays are the days where most of the riders I know doesn’t work on this day.

Do you still remember our 1st lunch together Em Yeu?

Yes, when I asked you for the 1st time what food you like to eat, your reply to me was Thai food. This was where we had our 1st lunch together

I can still remember what we talked about that day. Most of the time you were telling me how you came to Singapore to study, and that is when you meet Kenny. And gotten married at the age of young age of 23-24 because you were pregnant with rayden etc.

You also shared with me how old was Jayden and LinLin, and how you became a housewife of more than 10 years before you still starting working in a hotel, Liho and as a housekeeper etc… at that time, you still didn’t mention about your divorce. Only how controlling and possessive Kenny was and a bit unhappy about your marriage…

At that time, Em Yeu, I totally have no intention of breaking into your life… I only want to make a new friend, and was so curious about the story behind such a hardworking petite lady who work so hard everyday without resting…

But as you were sharing with me some unhappiness that you had with your marriage, I can see the shimmer of loneliness and sadness in your eyes… not sure if you know, your eyes have always been so expressive, and I simply can’t help looking into them whenever you are talking.

Maybe itz sympathy. Maybe itz empathy. But from that lunch onwards, I started to want to feed you with good food. I started to want you to be able to enjoy life a bit more, as you have been married at such a young age and had to take care of your children, your husband and home without enjoying more in your life.

That was how it all started. The friendship I wanted to grow with you…

That was the truth, when I only see you as a friend at that time. A cute and adorable sweet lady whom have such burden on your small shoulders… I wanted to help you ease some of your burden and unhappiness as a friend

But of course, we still kept a distance. On my end, I have no intention of chasing you or become something more than a friend. On your end, you have Kenny whom keep controlling your social circle, so much that you doesn’t even save my number in your phone.

But it felt so sweet when you told me you can remember my number and know it was me whenever I called or message you…

Till this day Em Yeu, my feelings from back then when we 1st started off as friends has never changed. I still want to share the little bits of joy with you each day, accompanying you to eat good food and have a company at work so that you won’t feel bored or stressed…

Did you misunderstood and hate me so much, that I can’t even be a friend, and do these little things with you anymore…?

Have you really forgotten all these little happy memories we shared, or bear to throw everything away…?

I guess, I may never have the chance to find out…