Diamond Tier?
Today is 14th April. The guys kept asking me whether did I get into diamond tier after my ridiculous working hours every single day for the past 3 months in order to pay off my debts.
And in the evening, they have updated the status. Here it is:
Well, guess you can really get diamond tier as long as you made over 2k deliveries within 3 months.
But I don’t feel happy or proud at all
No tier is more important to me than staying by your side…
If not for my debts, if my Em Yeu has not thrown me away, I wouldn’t have to work day and night without rest…
But I did not regret it. I did not regret riding day and night everyday just to pay off my debts.
Cause I’m more than willing to do anything to help you fight for your house and freedom… Your house and freedom was the biggest meaning of our time and memories together…
But now, you chose to give up your freedom and moved back to that very place we fought to escape from…
And now I do not know what does your house mean to you anymore… I don’t see any renovation works going on, not listed on property guru, 99.co or anywhere else for rental or sale…
I still check on the house every 1-2 days whenever I have the chance. But every time I went up, I was sad and disappointed when I saw it is still an empty house without any sign of life…
But to the rest of the guys, they felt happy for me. To them, it was something very difficult to achieve. They are now waiting to see what kind of benefit becoming a diamond tier has, like maybe higher order allocation priority?
Frankly speaking, becoming a diamond tier rider doesn’t have any meaning for me, especially when I’m leaving full time Grab soon
Because you are no longer by my side
Working in Grab no longer has any meaning for me when you don’t need me anymore…
Well, at least I can make the rest of Jurong east riders proud or maybe jealous for becoming the 2nd diamond rider in Jurong east. Even if I can’t feel happy about becoming a diamond rider without your smile, at least let me be some aspiration for them.
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Today’s orders is not bad. Have hit 30 orders before 9pm
But my alarm rang again at 8:59pm. It is the same alarm which I have kept for the past more than half year:
Do you still remember I have set alarm on my phone to go off every single day?
This was one of the alarms to remind me that I have to go offline on my app. Because I have to prepare to accompany you home, and most of the time pack dinner back for the kids…
There is also Em Yeu’s lunchtime alarm, as well as the children’s dinner time.
Em yeu, do you still remember how I always ask you whether the children needs dinner after their school when you have not moved out of Chua chu Kang last year?
Till today, this alarm still rings every day, to remind me to think of Jayden and LinLin, wondering whether are they hungry…
And how about you Em Yeu? Have you been eating and drinking enough…?