It is a gloomy morning again today, as it has continued raining through the night even though it has already rained for more than a day It reminds me of the Chinese new year period where it was raining throughout a few days. At that time I was so devastated and miserable after hearing from ah ji how happy you […]
The weather is as gloomy as my feelings… It is raining heavily as soon as I woke up. Today is supposed to be the deadline for my 1st installment repayment for the biggest loan repayment – the one for the 7.5k which I took for your 2 months salary and CPF that ah ji has gambled away… but yet i […]
Due to my fever and flu, I can barely remain standing for most of the day yesterday while working. I just continued picking up orders, sending, picking orders again, send again while struggling with my giddiness, running nose and cough… While I was sending some orders to BB area, suddenly I received a message from mingyi: Well, I have not […]
Had a talk with Elsa regarding our divorce again last night. As per our last agreement back in Dec, I would only stay till Feb or March while she get herself mentally prepared for my departure.. Of course, she still wants me to stay on. But on the same condition – I have to promise her that I’ll throw you […]
It has been raining hard again today… whenever it rains, you will naturally become the 1st person I’ll think of… it has always been like that for the past 8 months now… Because my heart aches whenever you are wet and cold. Because I’ll worrie whenever you are riding on the wet and slippery road. Nothing is more important to […]
For most of the day, I’ve been dozing off at our usual parking area again. Flu and fever came and go, and I woke up with every cough. I felt so tired and exhausted, but felt the anxiety that I may not earn enough to pay up for my biggest loan installment of $1.5k this upcoming 28th Feb kept pushing […]
Couldn’t sleep much last night… have been tossing and turning cause of my own fever and cough. Also kept checking on Elsa’s fever whether it has came down… last night I slept on the bed for the 1st time since Xmas, just to hold her hands to sleep and watch over her… Sense of guilt overwhelm me when I see […]