Are You Avoiding Everyone…?
Itz 2am in the morning right now. Came out for orders after 12am right after I gotten home from my ex company anniversary.
Right now, my core focus is still on earning as much money as I can. Other than still trying to setup my new online store selling my Taiwanese friend’s handcraft handbags, I’m still trying to work together with another friend to start off a spray painting business. And I only got less than 2 months time before my project starts in may.
And most importantly, I am still trying the clear the 16k licensed money lender loan I took for your sake…
Allan once told me, that he has seen lots of man claiming how much they love another woman when they have a wife, I am the only 1 out of 10 guys who would still sacrifice myself for your sake, even though you have already gone back into the arms of another man…
That is the main reason why he trusted my words. That is the main reason why our friends support our love, Em Yeu…
Mingyi is also working tonight, although he went up to Bukit batok most of the time. Because I have lent yongjie my spare 48V battery, I’m only left with my 36V one so I don’t wanna go up to batok.
My dear Em Yeu, why are you avoiding everyone…? They are your friends as well. Is it because ah ji told you more lies that I have lied to everyone about you or him? Or is it because Kenny has stopped you from contacting anyone he doesn’t know?
Or is it you hate me so much that you want to cut off anyone who has ties with me…? If it is, just let me know, cause I will give up anything for you…
But like always, there is no way for me to know as long as you don’t want to talk to me…
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Later in the day, my friend who wanted to ask me to join her in her startup for spray painting came with a bad news – the spray paint machine is a bit too expensive
Yeap, as long as she is really serious about it, I believe in her working capabilities and able to find sales. She was one of the most committed and hardworking lady at work I have ever worked with.
Of course she still cannot be compared to you in terms of hardworking, but she is still better than most people 😂
But regardless, I won’t easily let go of every opportunity to make money with people I can trust. I even remembered I once offer ah ji to invest in him should he wants to go into legal money lender business.
Don’t worrie, after ah ji, I will not trust people easily or be that easy going with my money anymore. Losing you because of trusting the wrong people is the most painful lesson I’ve learnt in this life…
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It’s 4pm now. Current completed orders at 32. Seems like hitting 45 orders is possible today, until this rain came…
Frankly speaking I feel so sleepy and tired… Perhaps I should take this chance to rest a bit, and think of you again.
Don’t forget, you are already the rain in my life. I’ll always think of you whenever it rains. Cause I will worrie whether you are running orders now. Cause I will pray and hope you are now safe under shelter. Cause I don’t want you to feel wet and cold, but feeling dry and warm…
Especially when I’m no longer beside you…
Sorrie Em Yeu for not being beside you right now… and I miss you