Another Lie Found

The weather is as gloomy as my feelings…

It is raining heavily as soon as I woke up. Today is supposed to be the deadline for my 1st installment repayment for the biggest loan repayment – the one for the 7.5k which I took for your 2 months salary and CPF that ah ji has gambled away… but yet i have nowhere near enough for the repayment

And most of all, the conversation I have with mingyi and later wen Hao last night to verify yet another lie which ah ji told me to push the blame on you…

Remember the night where you told me that you heard about my divorce is real and you want to give me a chance to be with you after I move out? Where I kept asking you who has been spreading about the video call but you refused to say?

After you chased me out of the house, I went straight down to look for ah ji to ask him whether he has been spreading cause at that time he was the only one I have spoken about the video call.

But what he told me that night, was that you were the one telling everyone what you did to me that night. Then he went on to describe what happened at that afternoon at 215 where he and you was sitting in 1 table where he want to scold you privately, while he asked mingyi and wen Hao to sit at another table. He told me that it was you who told him that although you know what you did to me was wrong, I do more wrong to you cause I kept lying to you…

That is when you told mingyi to come over and sit down with both of you and wen Hao just followed. Then you asked mingyi about what you showed him the messages between me and you on the night we quarrel before the video call where I have said things like “I will stop loving you etc” to you, and mingyi said yes he saw the messages. That’s where you start telling everyone about the video call cause to you it was all my fault, not yours.

At least, that was what ah ji told me that night, that he was not the one who spread what you did, but you yourself. That’s why when I asked you who is the one spreading, you refused to say…

But last night when I asked mingyi who has been the one who started talking about the video call, mingyi told me that it was ah ji who asked both of them to sit at your table, and started talking about the video call and scold you in front of everyone. Mingyi told me that you have never shown him any messages between me and you on the night we quarreled in the 1st place, so you are not the one spreading about the video call…

So it was ah ji all along who has been acting like a good brother in front of you and me but once again, lied to both of us to make us misunderstand each other, making us believe that that you want to hurt me on my side, and I want to hurt you on your end…

If he can lie to me in my face that you were the one telling everyone about the video call, he can also lie to you that I am the one telling everyone to act like you are the one who did me wrong and I’m the pitiful one…

No wonder during the ah long incident you came and scold me. No wonder you thought I am the one telling everyone about the video call and how you do me wrong. No wonder you hate me so much for making you out like you are the bad woman and make you suffer…

My Dear Em Yeu… I’m so sorrie that I have wrongly trusted this guy… yes, I shouldn’t have told a single guy including him about the video call. I should have suffered everything by myself and just get out of your life so that no one knows… I should have just left quietly when I was so stupid and blind…

But, I am really not the one who has been lying, and telling everyone about the video call… not to ah long, not to anyone else beside ah ji, and especially not to you…

Maybe today, even the sky is crying for us… Despite the real love we have towards each other, we met so many difficulties, so many tests, so many people whom wants to break us up..

But there is one thing I can be sure of, and in this life, Em Yeu has 1 man who loves her more than himself… I can only hope one day you will finally know this…

I love you so much, Em Yeu…