A Day I Missed You so Much

Today is such a bad day… been running a fever since last night after I’ve stayed up late studying fraud cases followed by delivering under the rain yesterday…

How much I wish you are by my side, holding my hands, and worried about me. Just like the 1st time I went to the Chinese traditional medicine near my place where you came to look for me while I treat my injured hand

Do you still remember? The time where I told the doctor ‘my wife’ is coming to keep me company and he went out to ask you to come in…

But you are no longer there for me anymore…

But yet, I have to drag myself to work today. Still need to earn money to prepare for the 3rd and biggest loan repayment by end of the month…

And most importantly, it’s a Saturday. You have always came to work on saturdays. All I need, is just to see you once. Just once. And working with a fever is all worthwhile…

But you didn’t come to JE to work today…

Are you that busy for the whole week? Or did Jayden or LinLin fall sick again that you have to stay home to take care of them? Or did ah ji tell u lies again and make you avoid working in JE anymore, to avoid me…? I will never know…

Today’s orders is bad. From 8am – 6.30pm, I only done 11 orders. And because of my fever, I ended up sitting at our usual spot for hours, dozing off from the drowsiness from the medicine…

Finally, I finally accepted the fact that I won’t get to see you today since it is already after 6.30pm, and slowly ride my way home. No incentive target hit. Not much earnings. No sight of Em Yeu.

So I can only cried while lying on my sofa for the rest of the night without you by my side… i really hate to be sick cause i felt so lonely… I missed you so much…