Preparation for 1st Project Meeting after a Year of Grabbing…
Surprising, I woke up early this morning at 7am despite I’ve only reached home last night after the mookata dinner at 2am and dozed off after 3am.
When I reached WG at around 8am, I saw Yong jie also, and the 1st thing that Yong jie said to me is “Lester, definitely there is a spy last night feeding information to Ah Ji about the dinner we had. Cause this morning I received a message from him asking whether now still got orders at 7am. Why else would he message me out of the blue and right after we had dinner gathering just last night?”
Ha! As expected! But I didn’t mind cause letting that asshole know about our dinner last night IS exactly what I wanted!
But well, end up Yong jie simply ignored Ah Ji and didn’t reply him. He too, doesn’t want to have anything to do with this asshole after knowing what this asshole did to me and you. Although we end up wondering the whole day who exactly is the one feeding Ah Ji information…
For most part of the day, orders was good today despite no rain at all. I’ve already done 24 orders and hit my 100 orders weekday quest by 5pm. So I decided to wrap up early today and went home straight after 8pm shift ends in other to prepare for my project meeting tomorrow.
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And I can feel my rustiness as I prepare for my meeting tomorrow. Well, I have kinda expected it, as I have not done any real paperwork, drawings and meeting materials for 1 year ever since I left my last company.
The only paperwork that I have done in the past year, was your employment contract for mookata last year
Haiz, suddenly remembered how you sit on my chair behind me and hug me from behind as I was typing out your employment contract on my computer… it was so sweet and heart-warming, and I have always imagined you doing the same again after you move into your new house.
After you move into your new house and have your new bedroom, there I am, sitting in front of my laptop on a table in your bedroom doing work, and you sitting on my lap or behind me hugging me to keep me company while I am working… this was a scene I have always imagined and was looking forward to it so much…
But guess I won’t have that kind of chance again. Not when you threw me away and went back to Kenny’s side without even talking to me about it…
Sometimes, I do feel sad. We have promised each other that no matter what happens, we’ll not throw each other away, we will grow old together and face any problems together… but now, I’m the only one trying to fulfill this biggest promise we had, even if I have to give up my marriage…
But I know I cannot blame you… it was because you have misunderstood me due to Ah Ji’s lies. You must have felt so alone and helpless after Ah Ji set me up in front of Ah Long and lied to you, for you to accept going back into that bird cage you have always wanted to escape from so much… It was because Ah Ji has used up your rental money instead of paying your rental despite I have also given him your rental… and yet he still lied to you and pushed all the blame onto me to make me the liar in front of you…
Now, despite all the jealousy in my heart, all I can hope and pray is Kenny is treating you well now, unlike before he tried to kick you and Jayden out of the house…
As long as you are happy, I am willing to suffer by myself and continue to stay out of your life… and wait until the day you finally know the truth or need me again…
This is how it will look like when I’m doing my real work. Looks professional right? 😂
How much I wished my dear Em Yeu can see me doing my real work… how much I wish you will be impressed and feel proud that the man you love can do so much more than you knew…
How much I wish you know and believe my love towards you is so real that I care about you more than my own safety…
Anyway, time to go back to my work. I need to stop missing you for a minute and continue working
After all, this is my 1st project meeting after almost 1 year of grabbing and away from the corporate world. I’ll need to get myself back on track as soon as possible, in order to pay off my current debts and prepare for your return…
Good nights Em Yeu. I love you…