Who is Going to Maintain Your Bike from now on…?
For most of the day, I’ve been dozing off at our usual parking area again. Flu and fever came and go, and I woke up with every cough. I felt so tired and exhausted, but felt the anxiety that I may not earn enough to pay up for my biggest loan installment of $1.5k this upcoming 28th Feb kept pushing me to work…
Every time at this moment, I can feel tears swelling up in my eyes… My divorce, losing my home and savings, near empty bank account, my 3k monthly debts on top of my own credit card and bills, all added on to my stresses that I still cannot find myself to eat…
And most of all, being misunderstood and hated by you, when all I did was to love you as much as I could…
Till date I’m at 67kg now, lost 8kg ever since you moved back to CCK… not even sure whether I still have anymore weight to lose
Because of the bad orders today, only did 17 orders even after 9pm, I continue to work after changing my battery. Only had 3 more orders till 2am. Not even sure I can even hit 90 orders if such poor orders continue till Thursday.
No, I cannot give up. I have to keep going cause no one is going to help me. This is the path I have chosen myself. This is a debt I have chosen to take up myself for the sake of your house, your future and your happiness…
Since itz already after 2am, I decided to turn off my app and head home to sleep for a bit before I remember the brake pads I ordered came today. So instead of wasting precious delivery time in the morning, I tried to change the brake pads now instead.
Changing the brake pads are not easy cause it is my 1st time. Every pin and screw that I remove, every piece of the brake pad and parts I put in, made me think of you..
How is Em Yeu going to change her brake pads from now on…? Will she know how to add or remove oil in the hydraulic brakes when adjusting her brake pads? Will she know how to adjust and align the brake pads to the rotor after she managed to screw back her brakes?
Who is going to help my Em Yeu maintain and fix her bike from now on…?
Tears flowed down again. Damn, I’m such a crybaby recently…