It is My Punishment

Couldn’t sleep much last night… have been tossing and turning cause of my own fever and cough. Also kept checking on Elsa’s fever whether it has came down… last night I slept on the bed for the 1st time since Xmas, just to hold her hands to sleep and watch over her…

Sense of guilt overwhelm me when I see her sweating and breathing so heavily. She has always been a healthy and fit girl, but I’ve spread my fever to her just because we are still living under the same roof…

After I have hurt her emotionally, now I even caused her to suffer physically…

I only left home for work around 9.30am after I see her woke up and take medicine… Sorrie my poor Elsa, but I cannot afford not to work to stay beside you…

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Today is the 1st day of the new shift. As usual like any other mondays, orders has been slow. You have not appeared at WG for more than a week now. So I checked with Allan whether did you reply him on the status of your bank loan as these 2 weeks the lawyer should be contacting you for the reimbursement of the actual loan

But, no reply from you to Allan. Most probably ah ji has already poisoned you again with his lies after my quarrel with him last Sat. This time he would have even poisoned you against Allan cause Allan has been helping me…

Allan is one friend who sincerely hoped for the best for you and me. I hope you would be able to see that one day. Maybe I have to be gone from here before you talk to Allan again

Was discussing with Allan whether I should wait till you gotten your bank loan and the house before I chase after ah ji by engaging kelvin Ho