I have to stay out of your life if I love you…
You finally came back to work today. Thank god, that means Jayden and Linlin are feeling better liaoz… but today, you didn’t even want to park at the vending machine on purpose I wasn’t sure why
I kept thinking about it over and over again what have I done to make you angry this time… until Allan told me.
Sorry about following linlin’s TikTok yesterday. I didn’t do it on purpose to harass her, or wanting to create conflicts between you and Kenny. But the truth is, 2 weeks ago Linlin followed my TikTok account, that’s why I followed back. I was so happy when she did that, cause I thought she still likes uncle lester…
But based on what you told Allan, that everyday both you and Kenny will check each other’s phone, messages contacts etc. isn’t that exactly the same as before?!? Not trusting each other, restricting each other and controlling each other? How are you going to be happy that way?
Did you move back to CCK house just because of ah ji and the BB house rental problem? And not because of what ah ji has told me, that you and Kenny had patched up and you are now happy being with Kenny, whatever you claimed about your failed marriage was a lie and you are just using me all along to make Kenny jealous and cherish you better?
How can I be so stupid to believe him when he said those?
I’m so sorry Em Yeu… I shouldn’t have doubt you and whatever you told me over the past half year… feelings of betrayal and jealousy has really blinded me so much that I have misunderstood you
I will never doubt you and your words again I swear upon my own life
But when Allan continue on and shared with me what ah ji has said to you, that I am the one who told him that 3 months documents is enough, that’s why never prepare your salary, I couldn’t believe my ears!!
HOW DARE HE COOK UP SUCH A LIE TO FRAME ME?!? I’ve told him that during our last visit to the lawyer, the lawyer has reminded us to prepare your bank statement, CPF and payslip up to end of Jan cause the bank may request for updated documents just before getting the actual bank loan money. That’s why you have passed him another 2 months of salary and CPF money. If I am the one whom have told him that you only need your 1st 3 months bank statements, why would I risk throwing myself in debts just to pass him this blood money just hours after he told me about your salary issue on 30th Jan?!?
But, you have believed him more than you believed me… and I know it is not your fault. I am the one whom has believed in his lies about you, and sent him so many of my angry words which he used as a tool to show you to make you believe I am the one whom has done you wrong, the one who wanted to hurt you…
I’m so sorrie Em Yeu…
It seems like the more I love and care about you, the more you lose, the more hurt you will get..
No matter how wrongly accused I feel, no matter how much I wanted to let you know the truth that I have not threw you away or wanted to hurt you, how much I want to protect you.. but the only thing you need from me, is for me to stay out of your life cause of Kenny…
Perhaps, you will never know, that actually how much I love you… so much that I rather suffer alone for the sake of your happiness…
The rain hid my tears while I cry so much on the road today…