I Need to Learn how to Reject Friends asking for Help…

Was feeling a bit hungry while waiting for food at the Honolulu cafe, so gotten one of their sausage bun to try.

Although a bit expensive, but their bun really taste not bad

Lolz, they even got chocolate and coffee egg tart. Should let you try one day, Em Yeu 😛

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It is really so heavily again today…

And while waiting for the rain to stop, I can’t help but feeling alone and missing you again…

Em Yeu, how are you getting on over your side…? Are you happy…?

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But today is quite a disappointing day.

Because today is 30th, the repayment deadline for my 3rd and biggest loan. Originally I didn’t worry about it, because quite a few friends promised to return me money by today including Ming Yi, Yong jie and Ah guan

However, not a single one of them has returned me as they have promised. I was so disappointed that I was reminded of Ah Ji and you…

Despite how much I always helped people who asked for my help, I’ll always end up disappointed… sometimes I really think i’m such an idiot…

I really need to learn how to reject friends when they ask me for help…

In the end, I have no choice but to use the money I save up for you to clear this month’s 30th repayment 1st. I’m so sorrie Em Yeu…

So this is how I have cleared my 3rd month of loan repayment…

Just 1 more month and I would have settled half of the loan I took for your mookata salary, CPF and BB house rental that that thief cheated from me using your name…

If not for these loans, I would be able to leave more money for you and the children sooner.

I’m sorrie Em Yeu…