Activating Em Yeo’s Last Birthday Present

Finally found my way to a HSBC branch this morning. Came to the nearest one at Holland Village.

While I’m waiting here for my turn, you and the children are on my mind throughout the wait. Frankly speaking I am a bit excited, as well as feeling blissful… I always felt this way whenever I am doing something for you and the children.

Like a new husband. Like a new father

Of course… I know I am not qualified at all… whether it is to be the man who you can rely on and live with you for the rest of your life, or be the father for Jayden, LinLin or rayden…

I am nothing but a penniless man now without any career or big paycheck. All I have now, is lots of debts, and the asshole in your memories whom has lied and hurt you…

But I know this is something I have to do, something I WANT to do… cause this may be the last birthday present I can ever give you

My last birthday present to Em Yeu – My lifelong commitment towards a woman I want to love, and be able to help her or her children one day monetarily. There is no other birthday present I can think of that is more important to ensure your safety and happiness for you and the children for the rest of your life…

And I’m finally done after 40mins. The counter serving me was a trainee and he took so long cause the branch manager has to guide him the process how to reactivate my account. Blah 😑

Now, I just need to wait for them to send me the new atm card and my particulars to be updated before I can start depositing money into this bank account. I have tried asking whether it is possible not to put my name on the card, or use your name instead. But they say cannot don’t put my name 😞

Cause I don’t want to get you in trouble with Kenny if one day he saw this card. Cause I don’t want you to be reminded of me whenever you see this card… the last thing I want, is to remind you of any angry or sad memories of me…

Em Yeu, just wait for a bit more can? I will update you once I received my atm card.

Although my next biggest difficulty will be, how am I going to convince you to accept it, and when should I give it to you that won’t make you misunderstand me again…?

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Em Yeu, these few days weather very hot. Remember to drink more water okie?

Sorrie I drank away your green tea today.

Instead, gotten your favorite root beer for you.

I miss you so much, my dear Em Yeu…