The weather is as gloomy as my feelings… It is raining heavily as soon as I woke up. Today is supposed to be the deadline for my 1st installment repayment for the biggest loan repayment – the one for the 7.5k which I took for your 2 months salary and CPF that ah ji has gambled away… but yet i […]
Due to my fever and flu, I can barely remain standing for most of the day yesterday while working. I just continued picking up orders, sending, picking orders again, send again while struggling with my giddiness, running nose and cough… While I was sending some orders to BB area, suddenly I received a message from mingyi: Well, I have not […]
Had a talk with Elsa regarding our divorce again last night. As per our last agreement back in Dec, I would only stay till Feb or March while she get herself mentally prepared for my departure.. Of course, she still wants me to stay on. But on the same condition – I have to promise her that I’ll throw you […]
It has been raining hard again today… whenever it rains, you will naturally become the 1st person I’ll think of… it has always been like that for the past 8 months now… Because my heart aches whenever you are wet and cold. Because I’ll worrie whenever you are riding on the wet and slippery road. Nothing is more important to […]
For most of the day, I’ve been dozing off at our usual parking area again. Flu and fever came and go, and I woke up with every cough. I felt so tired and exhausted, but felt the anxiety that I may not earn enough to pay up for my biggest loan installment of $1.5k this upcoming 28th Feb kept pushing […]
Couldn’t sleep much last night… have been tossing and turning cause of my own fever and cough. Also kept checking on Elsa’s fever whether it has came down… last night I slept on the bed for the 1st time since Xmas, just to hold her hands to sleep and watch over her… Sense of guilt overwhelm me when I see […]
A bit anxious cause of the bad orders yesterday, I dragged myself to work again early morning. Still feeling a bit feverish, so can only popped some Panadol and leave for work Not much people is working today, so spent most of today sitting by myself at our usual parking spot. But I quite Like the quietness. Due to the […]