31/12 Elsa’s Plea

Since yesterday after I bought the luggage, I started packing up my stuff and cleaning up the house. Starting from my study, I cleared all the opened mails, letters, bills, books, old stationaries etc. I also took my bamboo plant and put it on Elsa’s desk instead. As I clear all my unwanted stuff, Elsa was sitting at her desk, […]

30/12 Preparing to Leave

You didn’t come to work today… images of your tears last night when I went up your place and your face when you asked me to get out of the house and your life filled my mind all day… Why? Why I end up hurting you again…? Why did I make you cry again when I loved you so much […]

29/12 A Message from Em Yeu?

I just gotten home after running orders till 10pm. It’s laundry night today and I have to wash my clothes. But at around 11pm, I suddenly received a message from you. When I open up my WhatsApp, I realized you have already started sending me messages since 7pm but deleted them before I can read them. Why Em Yeu? What […]

28/12 Em Yeu’s Bdae

You didn’t know how much I have been looking forward to this day – to celebrate the day of your birth into this same world and time where I exist… For the past half year we are together, we have always been talking about it. As well as all the your Bdae presents that I am going to make it […]

28/12 The Only One Who Knows

Past few days has been tormenting for me. Facing Elsa’s decision to divorce and I have no right to ask for forgiveness, the loss of my house and my savings, the stress of having to earn enough money to rent a room by next week, and most of all, the fallout with you… If I had a choice, I wouldn’t […]

27/12 Hunting for a Room

Surprising, after we have agreed on our divorce details during Xmas, over the past few days, Elsa and me has been talking like friends living under the same roof. She actually asked me a lot about you, how are you like, how we know each other to how we ended up together… although I know that she will listen with […]

26/12 The Invitation

Okie, now that Elsa and me has agreed on our details of divorce, the next most immediate thing I need to settle, is looking for a room to stay and getting the money for at least 2 month deposit and rental. So I tried asking some friends who owed me money, hoping someone will be able to return me some […]

25/12 My Xmas Present

This is the saddest Christmas in my 38 years of life… (Đây là Giáng sinh buồn nhất trong 38 năm cuộc đời của tôi…) I woke up early, and left Elsa’s house for work… I cannot call this house my home anymore, as we are preparing for our divorce… Before I left, I went into the bedroom and sneak a […]

24/12 The Video Call

Why don’t you believe me when I say I really loved you? Why did you make me hurt the woman whom I have promised to take care of her for the rest of her life? (Tại sao bạn không tin tôi khi tôi nói tôi thực sự yêu bạn? Tại sao anh lại khiến tôi làm tổn thương người phụ […]