15/12 Ice Magic is here again…

Happened to see this advertisement on the internet…

Memories simply flooded my mind when I saw these… I can’t believe it has already been a year since we went there together…

Memories of how we brought the kids the marina bay event space is still so vivid in my mind. Holding jayden and Lin’s tiny hands while walking through the soft white ground. Hugging them while sliding down the ice slope.

Hearing their laughter, feeding them cookies using my own hands, looking at them wearing such thick gloves and jacket is so cute…

Seeing your smile melted my heart the most that night…

It was a night where I thought how much I wanna be the father for them…

Em Yeu, till today, I still think of you and the children so much…

Till today I missed you so much…

Did you bring the children to this years ice magic again? Did Kenny join you guys this year…?

Some part of me hoped he did, but the other part of me hope he didn’t…

Although on my lips I kept telling myself that I should only cared about the children and your happiness, I should hope that Kenny has finally realized how much he should cherish and treasured you, I should only think about your happiness without any consideration for my own…

But at this moment, I wished to myself that you would miss me till this day, and leave some part of your memories of places we have been for me only….

Damn, I’m such an asshole…